another boring post

He saw my eyes swollen

He knows I've been crying whole night

I saw his expression

He feels the pain I feel

He is not the one who broke my heart

He is the guy from every another boring post

He is pure kind

He still cares

But he can't do much

because he sees no more love left for him inside my eyes

I don't know why

He still cares

But one thing I know

I'm so much get over him

suck-est thing about a BOY

boys,

did you know the suckest thing about being you 

in my point of view is

when you haven't get me yet

you act like will be here always beside me

you will do any unimportant yet sweet things to make me fall for you

and

when you get my heart

you will not do the same thing like you did before

you become worse than the worst.

oh boy.

I sick of get through things like this

that's why

you see me so easy leaving you JUST LIKE THAT

cause I want to get my MAN

not a boy who still doesn't know about himself

ps: grow up boy

sweetest gift

daddy,

your heart must be very much aching now

mommy,

your must be sick of crying now

I'm sorry dad and mom

I wish if only I was there

if only I was your son

if only I am 10 years older than now

if only I'm not a student

if only I'm not depend on your money

if only I have everything that can make you proud of me

and

they will never look you down

they will never hurt you this much

they will find you cause they know

you have a tough son

but

now, you have three little daughters

who only can cry when you get hurt

who only can hold their anger in silent words 

who can't do much but cry

however

I promise

as the eldest

I will live very well

I will not do bad things

I will not dirt my body and mind

I will study harder than before

I will prove the world

that all your efforts raising me up until now

is not a waste at all

and 

this will be the sweetest gift for my parents

and the sweetest revenge for those who hurts you

PS: happy mama's day :)