Do I have a heart ? (boring post no need to read)

I'm so confused

Have u ever felt

when u have someone

who is so adorable

so kind

gorgeous

patient

like the child of God

but you not really sure

whether u love that person or not?

Maybe you all will think

when u have someone is kind

that's will be enough

well,

I already have it

but I'm not happy yet

I feel something missing 

in my relationship

that person is kind

however that person is not really that into me

I know it

that's why I dare to post my feelings

I know that person won't read my post

eventhough I already told that person to read it

I don't feel any warmth

I love to lie

Maybe when I say I love u

Don't u ever trust me

cause maybe I only love my family

ughh

another boring post from me x(

many things in my mind

mixed like gado gado

I dont have friends to share

or someone who can comfort me

so I think this blog can be my loyal friend