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11:43PM

about two hours ago

I almost lose my dad

I don't want to cry

cause I believe my dad will be strong

as he used to be

But when his breathlessness come again

It's very hard for him to survive

he started to slap his face

and try to breath with mouth

Seriously,

I don't wanna cry

But why my tears can't obey my order

somehow

someone whisper my thought

that

everythings will not be alright

Thanks to sprightful nurses in ward 7

Gleneagles Hospital

and Dr.Halmey

can quickly send my father in ICU

now,

he's in ICU

his heart is very weak

so he has to put balloon that can help to pump his heart

when I feel like I almost lose my dad

I can't stop crying like a hungry baby

no matter who's in front of me

I get lost

I really want my dad get over his disease

that's why I decided not to eat meat

until my dad recover

and can go back to Indonesia

I hope it works

and God can answer my pray

Ps: I love u dad, get well soon :'(